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Well- it's 3am and I'm getting off the computer to go stare at the walls in my room and hope that this thing called sleep comes around for a while. last night I went to bed at 3pm and sat, doing nothing, till 5am. Well- nothing consisited of playing my guitar (and being annoyed at myself for not being able to sing well enough), drawing (and ( Read more... )

The heater men have given us heat!! It's sooooo good- Allan and Jane are colder than me so the heat's up right now, and i'm sittin' around in a t-shirt! A t-shirt baby! Go the affluent Westerner.

Watched Supersize Me again and found a whole hour of extra footage. It freaked me out a bit to learn that Americans who buy at McDonalds generate enough ( Read more... )

NO MORE SPOILING DOCTOR WHO!!

Please, think of us  poor Aussies (and anyone else in third world country who hasn't seen it yet).

I'm not looking forward to it all ending. But then, I seem to have developed this skin of anxiety around me lately. I dunno, I feel all- undone. Not even undone, I don't feel like there was enough there to undo in ( Read more... )

Yay I'm back! Okay, so I was gone for about 48 hours and you prolly didn't notice (I'm not being angsty there- it's okay if you didn't!) but I noticed ( Read more... )

It's quite funny to witness yourself come full cirle. To realise that the last few years or so have seen you try to get your shit together and do something with your life. To spend morning after morning dragging yourself out of bed at a time that your mind considers 'late enough' considering you don't have a job, and prolly never will because you' ( Read more... )

I woke up in a panic attack this morning because I had a dream that I got a job as a teacher (paging Dr. Freud...) and that I didn't know about it until 3 MONTHS down the track. So when I woke up I had a freak out about the cretive writing job I'm suposeed to be doing, and had to check my inbox to make sure I hadn't been sent anything, which (I ( Read more... )

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Just a quick entry before bedtime, seeing as it is *checks* 3am and I have to get up at eight to go to Allan's mum's funeral. We're all very tense here tonight, baring what emotional trepidation that tommorrow brings. I don't cope well with funerals, but I haven't been to one for about 13 years, so I should be okay by this time. I'm mainly going ( Read more... )

Never went ot baby shower. A combination of many things- losing address of person who was taking me, getting panic attack about dissapointing baby shower reciever led to insomnia which led to lack of sleep which led to waking up at 9am and not being able to move. Tried to move- got dizzy, passed out again. I feel bad, but only becasue the babied ( Read more... )